riidiculum

"It is not stupid to know that al this, this 
 friendship we supposedly have? What is it
 exactly? I don’t want to keep pulling you down,
 it’s time you guys are happy on your own,
 without me.”

 Remus tries to breath fully but it is so difficult
 with his heart beating so desperately against
 his ribcage. 

"Just…I just need to go away, and stop being 
 a nuisance James, that’s what I need to do.”

Maybe that way, there’s no more worrying about
the werewolf. No more coming round when they
should be thinking of each other, no more putting
up with him when he becomes homeless….

"It’s just better, James, eight years is enough time
 to put up with me.”

fortiscervus

                    "You are not pulling
                    anyone down, Remus!
                    Yes we are happy
                    but we wouldn’t be
                    without you. It wouldn’t
                    be the same.”

          James raised his voice a little,
          desperate to get his point across.
          He felt like he running around
          in circles.

                    “You’re not a
                    nuisance and we’re
                    not putting up with
                    you. We love you!
                    You are family Remus.”

                    “There must be something
                    else that happened. Tell
                    me, please.”